I Know Who I Am

I Know Who I Am

September 3rd, 2017

I know who I am: I am a child of God. Loved by the Creator. Precious in His sight. My identity lies in Christ and what HE accomplished on the cross, not what I can do. This life is not about finding out who I am. That’s taken care of. My life is for Christ alone. My life now becomes about others. I am free to focus on God’s desires because He has fulfilled the desires of my heart. I am free from myself and free to worship the one who became sin and gave me His righteousness.

In Christ Alone,

Belle Balkan



Rejoice Always

Rejoice Always

Reasons to rejoice:

1. God is always with me.

2. God has a purpose for everything.

3. God is my helper, and I don’t need to rely on myself. I can rely on Him to come through.

4. I get to live forever and ever and ever for ETERNITY WITH MY JESUS!

5. There is always a reason to hope, and Jesus IS that hope.

6. God’s got this. I think the Bible shows that God’s main desire for us is to look to Him as our Heavenly Father and to be fully satisfied in Him. That’s it. He does the rest.

7. Life is beautiful. It is a glimpse of what is to come. God’s creation is beautiful. And He made it for you and me to enjoy!

There are seasons of joy, seasons of lament, but surely in every season God is good to us. Through whatever season, He calls us to rejoice because of that!

Remember to count every blessing, always rejoice for who God is and what He has done, and finally, decide to be thankful in whatever your circumstance.

“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice.” Phil. 4:4


How To Be More Productive

How To Be More Productive


This is my brain dump of what works for me. I wanted to share these tips with you, and hopefully you find it helpful!

Here’s my disclaimer: By no means do I have my life put together and always do these things. I’m learning just like you and would benefit from listening to my own advice sometimes. 🙂 The purpose of productivity for me is to make time to enjoy life and not waist precious moments being stressed out. Remember, “Do not be anxious about anything.” (Phil. 4:6)

With that said, here are my ten tips to a more productive lifestyle:

1. Put away the phone

Spend less time concerning yourself with the virtual world and more time being present in the real one. It’s becoming concerning how much time we waste on our phones when we should be actually getting things done. Consider allotting specific times when you can look at social media, post a picture, or respond to texts or emails. Maybe delete the social media app for a time.

2. Read more

Instead of mindlessly scrolling through social media before I go to bed at night, I’ve started reading a few pages of a book. Not only do I sleep better because my mind isn’t constantly running through things, I’ve noticed that I retain information better, and I listen and focus better in class. Instead of stunting my brain with my phone, I’m constantly feeding it new knowledge and vocabulary by reading. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not a huge reader and it takes a very interesting book to get me through it, but I’m learning to enjoy it and the benefits that come with it.

3. Use two planners – one daily and one weekly

Every Sunday I usually get everything organized for the upcoming week. This includes planning out Monday through Friday, hour by hour, all at once. Of course, things come up and you need to be flexible, but I find that blocking out my week keeps me mentally on check and on top of things. Here’s how I plan out the week: I have 5am-9pm as my day and I first fill in my morning routine which usually looks like Bible, exercise, breakfast, and dress for the day. Then I fill in my classes, my golf practice, my work, any appointments or plans on my monthly calendar, and what time I plan on getting to bed. At this point, I’ll go to my weekly calendar and plan out all the assignments I need to get done that week and what days I’ll do them. Then I’ll assign subjects to the remaining time in my daily planner. Every morning I’ll look at my planned out day, I’ll cross out things as I complete them, and every night I’ll look at the following day to see what I have going on. This seems like a lot, and it might be a hassle on Sunday night to spend time doing this, but it actually frees you up during the week because you’re less stressed out and more able to focus on the task in front of you.

4. Sticky notes and more sticky notes

I think I have a thing for sticky notes. It’s quite tempting when I see a stack of post it notes in new colors at the store and have to resist buying them. Honestly though, sticky notes are pretty amazing. I have a stack on my desk and some in my backpack. Whenever a task comes to my head or something I feel I need to remember, down it goes on that colored little paper and I slap it down in one of my planners. Don’t expect me to remember anything if it’s not in my handy dandy planner, people.

5. Wake up early

Resist the snooze button and get your butt out of bed, my friends! It’s always worth it. I think I memorized this quote back in like 6th grade when I finally got around to using an alarm clock, “Early to bed, early to rise makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise.” -Benjamin Franklin. What’s early? Well that’s up to you, but for me, a good productive day starts at 5am, and it’s been like that since 7th grade. I slack off here and there, but I try to get up around that time or else I don’t get in that much needed quiet time with the Lord first thing in the morning. It’s just me and God time, and I don’t like the whole house being up to disturb that. 🙂 Here are my tips on actually getting up on time: 1) get the right alarm. I recommend an actual alarm clock (not your phone) or an app such as Alarmy if you do use your phone. Alarmy really works because I set it so I have to solve math problems before it turns off. It’s super annoying, but again, it works. 2) Get to bed on time. When you go to bed 8 hours before you need to wake up, you won’t be making excuses that you didn’t get enough sleep and press snooze. Plus, you will feel more rested and motivated to get out of bed if you go to bed at a set time. 3) Just do it. Don’t think about it. Don’t focus on your feelings and just turn on the light, get out of bed, and grab a cup of coffee.

6. Eat a healthy breakfast

I love talking about this one because breakfast is my very favorite meal! And the most important one too I’ve heard. I find that eating a healthy breakfast in the morning starts my day on an energetic and positive note. I’m not distracted about my empty stomach in class, and I’m not reaching for a quick snack to get me by until lunch which is usually not the healthiest option. I’ll often make a protein shake with fruit and spinach, or I’ll have a fried egg with toast, cheese, and avocado.

7. Lay out your outfit the night before

If I forget to do this, it’s honestly embarrassing how much time I spend the next morning staring at my closet fussing over what I should wear. End of story. Okay, moving on.

8. Listen to classical music when you’re studying

I stay focused better when I’m listening to classical piano on my Pandora station. It’s like queueing my brain to shut out outside distractions and be like, “okay, it’s actually time to study now.”

9. Take breaks

When your brain’s fried on a subject, don’t keep waisting time sluggishly moving through that subject. Move on to another or get up and refresh yourself for a bit. If I start getting really sleeping, I’ll plop down on the carpet and take a 20 minute nap. It would actually be interesting to count how many times I do that during the school year. It would be a very very high number I think.

Finally, you know the drill…

10. Don’t procrastinate and don’t multi-task!

That’s all I have for you folks! Now turn off your phone/computer and do something productive!

God First

God First

e3485918-752f-4ac4-b5e9-82cfe3bb982eI’m a goal setter. I feel like I’m not getting anywhere in life or getting anything done without my goals written down and a todo list on my desk. Some are specific and others are very broad; some I can simply check the box when I’ve completed them, and some are life habits.

As senior year approaches I’ve been thinking a lot about how I want this year to look. I want to work hard in school to get those A’s. I want to strive to be the best athlete I can be and score low in tournaments. I want to be more creative, embrace opportunities, seize the moment, invest in people, be a leader, encourage others, and here’s a funny one, smile more 🙂

Whatever your goals are or whatever you want to achieve as each year goes by, I just want to encourage you, believers, to always put Jesus Christ first and foremost in your life. Life gets busy, and it can be hard sometimes to make time for God and strengthening your relationship with Him when school, time with friends, extracurricular activities, work and just life seems to keep pulling you away. But let me remind you, don’t settle for the temporary. Don’t loose sight of eternity and what really matters to God.

So what is our #1 goal in life as Christians? Here it is: So whether we are at home or away, we make it our aim to please him. -2 Corinthians 5:9

How are we to glorify God? I’ve collected some verses that I think are great reminders of how we can do just that.

1. Simply spend time with Jesus

Luke 10:41-42 says,

But the Lord answered her, “Martha, you are anxious and troubled about many things, but one thing is necessary. Mary has chosen the good portion, which will not be taken away from her.”

Jesus rebuked Martha for being distracted on the work she was doing while he praised Mary for simply sitting at his feet and listening to his teaching. Hardly anything lasts in this world, therefore, we can’t afford to put Jesus on the back burner of our life. Jesus says we have a choice, so let’s choose the good portion that can never be taken away.

2. Do what Jesus would do

Ephesians 5:1-2 reminds us,

Therefore be imitators of God, as beloved children. And walk in love, as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us, a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.

3. Pursue Christ above all else

In Philippians 3:7-8 Paul says,

“But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ.”

Nothing you pursue in life could be of greater value than getting to know our Lord Jesus Christ. Realize what a treasure it is that you know the one true, holy, and good God and that you have a relationship with Him. Treasure that relationship.

Thank goodness this isn’t about earning God’s favor. There is nothing you could do to make God love you any more or less. But this is about living for Him and putting Him first in our lives because we owe Him everything. Always “press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” Philippians 3:14

My Bible Study Materials

My Bible Study Materials

ffcfbad7-d4cc-42ba-bd39-6116a3ee80d0I know every Christian has a personal relationship with God and his or her own unique Bible study method. It looks different for every person. But I wanted to share what I do. I’m that girl who enjoys scrolling through Pinterest pins of morning routines, fitness plans, and Bible Study blogs, and I knew I couldn’t be the only one. 🙂 Maybe this will be helpful or inspiring for you!

Here are the materials I use:

My Bible

I use The New Inductive Study Bible in the ESV version. I love how it has margins large enough to write my thoughts or sermon notes in. I highlight or underline verses that stand out to me, and if I’m using colored pencils, sometimes I’ll color verses green for God’s commands, red for what He tells us not to do, yellow for His attributes, orange for mankind, blue for God’s blessings, and purple and pink for random things. 🙂 I use the blank pages in the back of my Bible to write down quotes, notes, and prayers.

Prayer notebook

I list my prayer requests, praises, and scriptures to pray in this notebook.

Prayer journal

This is where I actually write out prayers to God. They are more like my letters to Him. It has become so special for me to have, because I can look back over my prayers and see how God worked through the situation and I can then praise Him for that.

Topical Scripture notebook

One of my Bible study mentors taught me this method, and it is really helpful to keep all my favorite verses organized by topic. Maybe I want to learn more about what God says on a specific topic, or a verse stands out to me as I read a chapter. Whatever the case, I always have a place to write it down and refer to later on.

Personal Bible Study

I usually will be going through a study, whether it’s through my church, or the girl’s Bible studies I attend. My friends and I just finished a study of 2 Corinthians called, All Things New by Kelly Minter.

Sermon Notebook

This is where I journal, record sermon notes, and write down what I’m learning from my Bible studies.

3×5 card holder for memory verses

I don’t really have a system for this one yet 🙂 It’s simply where I keep my scripture flashcards. I would love to hear what works for you!

Cute mug with writing utensils

I keep all my pens, pencils, and highlighters for my Bible here.

Not pictured is my mug of tea or coffee. Can’t forget that!

Welcome to my blog!

Welcome to my blog!

I’m so excited to begin my blogging journey, and share what God has been doing in my life with you all! I have been wanting to start a blog for awhile now. There’s something about reading God’s Word, Him revealing something amazing, and the urgency to tell someone about it. That’s why I wanted to start one, but here we are, two years later, and I’m just beginning.

So here’s a little bit about me:

I’m an 18 year old about to start my senior year of high school. I live in the desert of Mesa, AZ, where the beautiful winters make up for the sweltering summer heat. I love it here though. Two older sisters in college, so yes, I’m the baby of the fam. They are my very best friends for life, and I’m so thankful I have them to look up to. You can find me out on the course most every day, even if it’s in the 110 degree heat. Golf is my sport, and I’m working hard on my game to prepare for my freshmen year of college where I’ll be playing on California Baptist University’s women’s golf team. Go Lancers! I’m homeschooled, have always been, and I absolutely love it. Thanks Mom! I love being active and doing anything outdoors: hiking, swimming, tubing in the summer. But then I’m also really skilled at being a perfectly comfortable couch potato, and am down for a movie any day. I love to drink tea over a good book, journal, paint, spend time with my sisters and friends, and travel with my family.

My real passion is studying God’s Word and living my life for Him. I became a Christian when I was little. I did not have one of those dramatic conversions or a moment where God turned my life completely around. It’s been pretty much a lifetime of His constant faithfulness and grace pursuing me, and I’m so thankful for that. I have had so many different seasons in my life, and He has been with me through it all.

So really, that’s what this blog is going to be about; how God is working in my life and what little tidbits of wisdom He has for me to share with you. 🙂